I don’t know why I’ve never used Spotify before but I’m hooked. Always been a pro YT kind of guy but unless I want to see the MV, this is my new go to app lol. Spent all day listening to music, coming up with three playlists:

• I wonder…  (main playlist of R&B, Pop, Indie and some rap)
• Rhem’s Gangsta Rap  (lol)
• Rhem’s K-Pop

Found quite a few songs along the way, and finding artists who I’m really liking their style like Chelsea Cutler.

So yeah, thanks.

I took my mom to our favorite Filipino restaurant about 20 min away. I ordered lumpia, pancit bihon and 6 pork BBQ sticks. I’m extremely in love with dem sticks yo especially when they’re piping hot. Looking at my mom happily eating just makes me satisfied with how life is, and it will get even better from here. Today is July 29th. I have one month. I’ll make it perfect.

Work is just….stupid. I’ll find out this week whether not Im fucked or super fucked. One of the two.

Ever felt like you’re falling? Not physically (unless you trip then your ass is just clumsy), but maybe emotionally and mentally? And by falling, I mean perpetually falling. You’re waiting for that oomf but it never comes. Just in a state of limbo. Not sure if you’ll land somewhere soft or a body of water, or you just face plant into cement. I’m kind of in that state. It’s neither bad nor good. It could be far, far worse. I don’t know. I feel a sense of unease whenever I feel like I don’t have a direction.

Maybe this is just the calm before a storm…