If I fall, I fall. I’ll control where I’ll land.
If you fall, don’t worry. I’ll be there to catch you.
Bare minimum, break your fall.
Either way, everything will be fine.
I’ll make it so.

With her, I’d like to be more selfish than I usually am. But until then, I’ll just selfishly be happy knowing I’m on her mind.

I wonder if I’m at least within the first 5 thoughts in the morning.

I dont know.

People can have each other.

It really was too much after all.

Sorry I deleted them.

I get it. I wasn’t going to be one twice in a row, let alone three times but seriously, I’m trying, OK? Am I going about it wrong? Should I isolate myself from everyone? The fuck do you want from me? I refuse to be some tragic story. I rather choose a lifelong soliloquy than  empty dialogues.

You were right. So was I.

Next.

Slowly learning to accept people who refuse to remove the casts that casts them into the caste circumstances forces them into aren’t worth the energy.

Not blind, just prefer to close my eyes. For now.

I want to but I promised I wouldn’t.

I’ll break away from those that are currently keeping me together because the me that I am needs to be destroyed.